sometimes

sometimes i don't like the fact that certain people read my usual blog... we've all (and by that, i mean the people who actually come here) realized that i don't use this blog much, mainly because i use my myspace blog way more often.

but certain people read that blog and then get upset about certain topics. i've been going through a very lonely stage in my life. and the problem isn't that i can't get a guy, it's that the guy i want is complicated. the way i want things to be is hard for me to get. i'm just very frustrated.

and this becomes an issue to the people that do want to date me, but aren't the ones i want to be with.